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Friday, 30 October 2009

  • i am itching to go to apple hill...i have not gone and i feel like fall is passing me by
    kenny and i are going to ventura to visit michelle, malachi (the newlyweds) and my dearest laura
    i should be cleaning and packing but instead i am on facebook and xanga..what is wrong with me?
    so, things have been pretty tough lately for Kenny and I myself with life stuff lately. (work, money, school, etc.)
    BUT i feel like we are getting closer and closer and i enjoy my time with him more and more everyday

    i have been thinking alot about the holidays lately...trying to figure out cheap and fun gifts...trying to figure out who we are obligated to for holiday meals. i want to go away for Thanksgiving but my grandma is now in a home and they are inviting everyone to the home for thanksgiving...if we do not go i think my grandma will be heartbroken. I feel so bad for her sometimes...being so old that all of your friends and most of your family has died...being so old that you cant remember most things and you just feel unhappy all the time...

    Kenny's grandma does not even remember who anyone is anymore....always confused and never understanding what is going on

    i pray that when i am old i will still have the joy of the Lord and will not be miserable for years on end....
    i want a full like and i know there is a point in life where you look back and all the things you always looked forward to will be over (marriage, kids, graduations, grand kids...) it will all be done and over with and what will be left?

    this is all assuming that I will even be alive and that Jesus will have not called me home or returned for us

    sorry, this post seems a little sad...anyway,
    away kenny and i go. I have no plans to dress up...does that make me lame? kenny and I decided that we really dislike holloween....seeing nasty scary things in everyone's yards is really strange and gross. I dont know what i will do when i have kids because children LOVE dressing up

    PS-i can't wait to be a mom. Kenny and I are going to be amazing parents. I dont have doubt in my mind. i married kenny knowing that he had a heart to be a dad and was going to be a great dad and I am so glad that i did. God knew exactly what i needed for a leader and a spouse..


    ok...ok....off to pack and clean

Thursday, 10 September 2009

  • time for a serious update....

    lets see.

    I officially got my diploma in the mail! I am loving this season of no homework.  I am currently working on a weight loss program.  I am trying to learn how to eat smart and exercise which is very difficult for me but i have lost 9 lbs in the last month.  I am reading a lot lately.  Still working at the Keaton Raphael Memorial but I am praying that God would lead me in the right direction in my job and I feel like things will be changing at some point in the next 6 months or so.

    Kenny started school and i am asking everyone to pray for him because school and kenny don't always mix well.  I loved being a college student but Kenny is just doing it for a better job in the future.  He is doing his pre-reqs for nursing and we are trying to figure out where in the heck we are going to have him go for his nursing program...we are even looking at out of state options.

    Both of us have dreams of traveling and really enjoying life and sometimes it is hard accepting how hard life can be, how work is everyday, and how money never stretches enough....BUT we are both happy and healthy.

    We are starting a student ministry at our church for the youth.  Kenny is teaching for the first time this Saturday and I am really excited to see where it goes.

    my best friends, Michelle and Malachi, are getting married in a month and we are so excited for the wedding and happy for them.

    My best friend, Nicole Johnson, is expecting their first baby...its a boy.  And I cannot help but be excited because I secretly want a baby now...but I will love being an aunt at this time.  Nicole and I are having fun picking out baby items and planning her shower.

    My brother went off to college down south and I know he has been having a hard time adjusting but I am so proud of him and excited to see what friends he makes and what he learns.

    My parents are having a hard time right now with their marriage and their business so there is has been stress on the family and I am praying that God has his hand in everything that happens.

    My biological dad, Ray, is back in Ca.  He is a musician on cruise ships and is gone for most of the year.  I am glad he is back and I pray that his wife is doing ok.  She has some serious back problems and it is hard for both of them when he is away.

    Kenny and I are about to celebrate our 3 year anniversary.  I have to say that this has been the best year so far. We have gotten our own place, he has left iron work, we have a dog together, I have graduated, and we have learned how to coexist and love each other even better then before.  We still have tough times but I love him more then I can express.

    We are planning on going to Florida to see Kenny's family for Christmas and we are thinking of going to visit Kris and Kati Peters for spring break.  I am VERY excited about these options because I am ready for some travel.

    Kenny's parents have decided to adopt 2 twin 2 year old!  They have been doing foster care for many years and these babies have no where to go so they are going to become parents again.  I am so happy for these two babies because they are going to have some great parents.  I just pray that Kenny's mom and dad have all the energy they need.

    Kenny's sister has also decided to do nursing so they will be working on their nursing at the same time!

    I have been itching for a camera because I HATE not having photos to post.  I will try to get one soon.

     

    That is my update for now....we have many weddings, plans, and festivities in the next 4 months and I am really excited for this next season in life.  I pray God blesses it, and that we glorify Him in all we do as we grow up and move forward. 

    I also pray that God has His hand on this country as so many changes are around the bend and I know that things might get sticky for some of us....I pray that God is still #1 in this Country and that God would put fear in our President's heart. AMEN!

Friday, 31 July 2009

  • I can't believe that kids are going back to school soon.  I feel like summer is just starting...

    that is because i am not a kid and sitting home everyday

    today is Michelle's Bridal shower...she is marrying Malachi

    how cool is it when my best friends marries kenny's best friend....i am so happy for them

    I am throwing michelle's shower and I am so excited about it.  I have put a TON of time and money into it so I hope it is everything i want it to be.

    pray that everything goes perfect!  I am so anxious that I just want to leave now

    I am supposed to work until noon but I just want to leave now

    I am really needing to take some updated photos...Kenny and  only have old phots.  I will try to take some tonight

    Things are going well. Kenny is starting school soon.  Bear is about to be 1 years old...and Michelle and Malachi are getting married in October right after Kenny and my 3 year anniversary! Three years.

    I have to say that this has been my favorite year so far.  Things really do get better and better in a marriage.  I am so glad that I married Kenny and God has been so faithful to bless us with eachother and bless us in every step we take.

    We are praying about going on a mission trip this summer for 2 months...well, we are going to do it. We just have to decide where we want to go and then we need to start saving money.

    Anyway, I am sorry that I neglect you, xanga...but I miss you.

Monday, 29 June 2009

  • Have I mentioned that I wish I had unlimited funds for the summer to travel around

    summer is buzzing....it has been extremely hot

    I am so looking forward to going to Tahoe for a few days for the 4th of July!

    I dont have much of an update...i should post pics of our new little place.

    I have started gardening and planting things

    I have started jogging and taking walks everyday

    I have started cooking more again

    and I have not started on the dishes...lol

    the two chores that I am the worst at doing is putting away my clothes and doing the laundry...

    I can scrub the floors and sinks and toilet but i cant freaking hang my clothes...

    Not feeling great today...i am going to leave work early and go lay in bed.

    bye !

Friday, 12 June 2009

  • Graduation has come and gone....

    and Summer is here and I wish that I could spend the whole summer goofing off and traveling

    I unfortunatly am obsessed with facebook and not xanga and that makes me very sad

    my dog has been so sick on and off for a month

    pray that he heals.  he got a spider bite on his shoulder that is still bugging him and he has an open sore on his neck where we think a fox tail is trying to work its way out...but, its just a mess...poor little guy

    and I have spent far too much on vet bills because earlier in the month he had an ear infection and he swallowed something that made his throat swell up...

    so, he just needs to heal naturally this time

    i also am trying to find a full time job to start in September...if anyone has ideas let me know.

    gotta run...

Saturday, 09 May 2009

  • School is almost over

    working on my last 15 page paper...for my senior seminar class due this Monday

    One take-home final in my ASL class due May 20th

    One more event to go to for ASL before this Wednesday

    One final Monday May 18th for my statistics class

    and a group mini musical due Monday the 11th for my online musical class

    and then I am DONE!

    I cannot wait for this summer

    I am looking forward to swimming, BBQ's volleyball, hot yoga, cooking dinners, and enjoying Kenny and I's new house (rented but still wonderful)

    yeah for the summer

    I am praying for a part time job for the summer and a full time job by August

    I am praying for Kenny to find a job

    and I am praying for the paychecks and tax return we have been waiting for to show up soon.

     

    HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all of those wonderful mothers out there!

     

Saturday, 02 May 2009

  • you know what? 

    I am tired...my eyelids are tired...

    my body feels inactive and lazy

    my eyes feel like they could break out in tears at any moment

    my heart feels a little sad

    my stomach feels weak

    i don't want to move right now

    i don't want to deal with my grumpy husband

    i don't want to look at the list of 20 things that I NEED to do right now

    i don't want to think about money or life or bills or jobs or anything

    i would love to just lay in my bed and pretend like everything is different

    and clean

    and everyone is nice

    and everything will work out

    and i would love to close my eyes and go to sleep and wake up in an enchanted world...like the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe, or like the Labyrinth, or like Harry Potter, exactly like the Wizard of Oz....

    Just me and my little dog, Bear....both beautiful and perfect and seeking our next new adventure

    life is so messy and real and terrible

    i used to always think...how could people not want to live...i want to live and dream and enjoy my life...but, to be honest

    some days I would be happy if Jesus brought me home and the only thing I would have to worry about it how to praise God with all of my heart and to my fullest.  That will be a glorious day...that will be my great adventure...

    that will be like beauty i have never known or seen. I will see wild creatures, beauty, and treasures....i will hear music like i have never heard and most of all...

    the thing that really chokes me up and makes my throat tight is the idea of fully knowing love

    to love and to be loved in a sense I can never explain

    deep down...a love I cannot touch but something that really grows from the pit of your stomach and spreads through your body like heat and ends with tingling in your fingers and toes.  TRUE LOVE

    without selfishness or malious or anger or fear

    love....where the realities of the world and my aching heart...are left far far behind and are filled with Joy and Peace

    oh, how I long for that day when my heart can finally be at rest

    to be whole

    i cannot even express to you how i long for that and how I wonder why the world has to be so ugly and complicated and why i must go on everyday like this

    my tears will never stop and my heart will always ache until that day....because I FEEL so much, so often, and more then most.

    *sigh*

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    *LOVE*

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Tuesday, 21 April 2009

  • I am graduating in 4 weeks people.  I cannot wait for all the papers and finals to be over.  I am pretty sure i am going to cry after my last final.

    Here is my announcement and pictures:

    With great pride
    I, Kendall C. Burley,
    Am pleased to announce
    My Graduation from
    California State University, Sacramento
    From the College of Arts & Letters
    With a Bachelors Degree in
    Intercultural/International Communications
    Celebrate my achievement
    And witness my passage
    At Commencement Exercises
    May 22nd, 2009 at Noon
    Located at Arco Arena
    1 Sports Pkwy. Sacramento, CA 95834
    Please arrive early;
    Admission is free;
    No RSVP needed
    (There is a $12.00 parking fee)

    My Graduation open house will be the Following Thursday night
    May 28th, 2009 6:30pm-9:30pm
    7268 Silver Tree Pl. Granite Bay, CA 95746
    RSVP by May 21st, 2009
    Cell Phone: 916-792-6282
    E-mail: celestafine@yahoo.com

    Visit my wish list at
    www.walmart.com/wishlist
    Registry ID: 26771099119

     

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    Next stop, a new full time job or another part time job

    Also, Kenny will be starting school soon.

     

Tuesday, 31 March 2009

  • Jimmy and Nicole come back this Saturday!  I am excited.

    Here are some random picks

    bear

    My crazy puppy

    duke

    Laura's new puppy, Duke

    logan and duke

    Logan and Duke getting to know one another!

    I just had my huge event, St. Baldricks

    about 2,000 people came out

    over 400 people shaved

    and we raised around $140,000 to go towards national and local research to find cures for childhood cancer

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    this is Chase...he has brain cancer.  His cancer will always be present so he will either be in treatment or be stable.  Right now he is stable.  He lost all of his hair with chemo and for the last 10 months he has been growing it back to shave it for this event.  We are very proud of him!  We had a few other survivor and fighters shave and we had a lot of families shave and come out to support us.

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    Chase getting shaved

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    cute balloons

    There are more pictures on our facebook site.  Go to facebook and become friends of the Keaton Raphael Memorial. 

    Lastly, here is a pick of my senior seminar class

    coms class

    Our teacher had a personal tragedy and some of his family got in a bad accident.  they have been in the hospital for a while and he had to take leave for the rest of the semester.  We decided to each bring a dish and let him know that we care the last night that he could come to class. 

    I love this class because we are all graduating and we all have the same major (intercultural/international communcations)

    We are learning a lot and helping eachother with our senior projects!

     

    That is all

    Bye for now

     

     

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

  •  i am in my bed with my two puppies sleeping at my feet.  I am supposed to be studying for a test but it is so hard for me to focus lately....on anything

    i am anxious to be done with school but i am also always anxious...when i am at work i want to leave...when i am at school i want to leave...when i am at home for too long guess what?  I want to leave

    What is up with me?

    I dont mean to be discontant.  I have not traveled in a while and all i long to do is take weekend trips, visit friends, and travel around.  I am getting antsy.

    I am also anxious because i think we have to move soon but i have no idea where. We have even talked about buying a house...but, I am just not sure what we should do right now.

    I keep thinking of the day when we will have our own place and i can be at home with our kids

    I love days when kenny comes home and i have cleaned the house and have dinner waiting for him.  That might sound silly, but i really do love those days.  I love sleeping in and hanging out with my dogs.  I love California when it is sunny out.  I am anxious for summer.

    Anyway, i must go now but I will be back....

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